Is reality really real?

Short answer: Yes

Long answer:

Why are we here? What is the purpose of existence, of life?

We are human beings. We all live our separate lives, do our part, fulfill our duties. Yet sometimes simply doing what we are seemingly meant to do here can feel hollow and pointless, dissatisfactory, without any ultimate reason or goal. Like ants who have not been given instruction by their queen. Religion has attempted to fill out this gap in many ways. That which is not known yet demands answering.

Knowledge. What is knowledge really? Knowing something for certain. Does true knowledge really exist? No. It does not. The sophist of ancient Greece pointed out that potentially we could all be misled about everything. Everything we take for granted could be wrong, either by design or by random chance. So that's it then? Nothing more to do? Not quite. Albeit true knowledge does not exist, we're still here and we're still experiencing reality; be it true or not. So we create axioms. Axioms to help us find any truth if it is out there, and to help us bring fulfillment in our everyday lives through consolation, strengthening our faith in that something matters.

If we allow these assertions to be made, then I wish to make two.

1) that nothing can exist without it's counterpart.
2) that nothing is fully something.

For example: No light without darkness, no beauty without ugliness, no future without past. This, by extension requires that nothing cannot exist without everything. So does everything and nothing each exist? This seems irrational. If nothing exists then we are not here. Similarly, true death cannot exist. This would make life impossible by logical deduction. But why is this?

This bring me to my second assertion, heavily inspired by the marvellous paradoxes of Hegel's philosophy.

Nothing is fully random. Quantum physics assume randomness, but is randomness not simply complexity we fail to comprehend? Is something truly random when it averages into a mean? No. That is not what randomness means. Randomness in physical form is thus false randomness. If randomness was real, then everything would need to also be fully rigid. Both could potentially exist separately and be true by themselves yet the coexistence rules out the logic in these imagined scenarios.

Nothing is fully infinite either. For something to be fully infinite then we must imagine matter as consuming everything. For parallel universes to have any meaning to us, we need to somehow be connected to and influenced by them. And we are not, because matter is not infinitely dense. Because nothing is infinite then nothing is non existing either.

What else? Nothing is entirely light or dark. True, though some areas of the universe may have very little light. What we perceive as light is merely our brains interpretation of electromagnetic signals, anyway: everything is ultimately energy yet this plays no role ( if red was the only color then there would not be color ). Nothing is entirely beautiful or ugly. True, perfection is not an absolute nor concrete. Nothing is entirely in the past because of the big bang, thus time has never existed. And never will. Which makes a lot of sense considering special relativity. Time is nothing but a measurement of change around us as observers. Change is real. Time is not. There is only now.

Metaphysical nihilism disproven under my assertions. Thus the question isn't why existence exist, but must be rephrased into weather or not existence could not exist. Which would be impossible, assuming already that nothing can exist without it's counterpart. Which still begs the question weather my assertions both hold true. I suppose that was all.

Is god real?

Short answer: it doesn't matter

Long answer:

Disregard everything I just wrote about infinity and randomness. It is not that these have no place in existence. Our universe does not depend on either of these, as it is a subdivision of something much larger. Infinitely larger. Likely our universe was created as part of this bigger scheme and the limiting constraints of the physical laws support this.

Outside ( as a matter of speaking ) physicality itself need not exist. The certain thing is that whichever force everything is based on needs to exist on all planes and in all realities. Because even existence cannot defy logic. It needs logic to prove itself. So what are the intrinsic forces behind everything? You and me, god and the universe etc.

The first one is infinity, because without it everything could not exist in every way. The second is randomness, which explains where everything comes from and where it will return to forever. And then theres is probably at least one more. Let's just call it energy. An energy that is everything. In infinite amount. Governent only by pure chaos, randomly creating everything from it's infinite supply of chances. Everything above us and below us, inside us and outside.

Daunting to accept as that may be, that may be all that there is.

Existence as a whole, is comprised of only one singular energetic force in infite amount, seemingly random in nature, but with the capacity to adjust itself towards positivity, while influencing already positive parts of itself possibly negatively to do so, thus requiring constant adjustment for its growth in a grand feedback loop.